1 month....

well, time flies doesnt it?
it has been a month since i got here...so many things happened which i dont even wanna think about now.
seems like something is just not right with everything that i have to go tru..haha..but hey i guess im not the only one going through a bad time..everyone has their own stuff to worry about. i've just got to learn to face it...so im not gonna make a big fuss about it...its just that sometimes it frustrates me when whichever move i make, ends me up in some kinda mess...and i've never experienced it this bad before...haha.

anyway this proverb seems to be a great help to me...it lifts me up whenever i think im hitting the edge..

"if it doesnt kill..it only makes you stronger"

but overall, im still surviving..heh..the workload and everything that comes along with it is getting a bit out of hand. way beyond that i can imagine of...but its still okay...somehow something would pop up at the last moment and saves my day...the day when nothing pops up...i'll blog it..that time you guys can analyze the whole story..heh..till then, lets leave all these crap aside...i've got enuff in my head..i dont want to read it in words.

besides work, i didnt really do much. work seems to be taking up a big deal of my time and mind. but somehow my music lessons has been helping me relax a lot..im kinda glad that i got into something like this.at least it helps to divert my attention to something more enjoyable once in a while.

this weekend i will be taking some additional classes with my teacher's teacher from india. she's back here again for some work and decided to take private lessons for a few of us. i'm kinda anticipating the classes but its just tat the payment kinda shucks.
2 days classes (6 hours in total) would cost me RM500... :( ..there goes my savings for this month.
but i guess u've gotta sacrifice somethin if u want somethin.
so im not gonna think to much about the money part...i'll take it as an opportunity to improve myself.

my mom and dad taught me to respect the elders...so when i meet them, i'm supposed to address them as uncle or aunty.
but in my company im calling all the uncles and aunties by their names...this feels wierd.
i've never worked with soOOOOOO many oldies before...i just had 1 in my company last time..and he let us call him "uncle"..and he was my boss.
haih...1 messed up world..this is.

hmm...well...i seriously didnt plan what to write...and now i dunno what else to write.
so i'll just leave it here for now..cant think of anything else that makes sense.
just wanted to say hi to my blog.

cheers guys