things that I don't tolerate...

Okay well, I’m sure most of u who know me would admit that im a nice guy...*ehem* always laughing and with the happy go lucky kinda attitude...:)

yea tats how i am...if u see me tat way it means im happy with the company i am with..generally i get along with everyone..so far so good.i'm actually a peace loving person , the kind of person who can even sit beside the beggar at the roadside and have a chat with him..n i seriously have no issues with that..as long as the beggar speaks the language i understand..;)

but then again, of course i do hav some clowns that i can't get along with..and usually with this kind of ppl, my approach is very simple..stay away.just like when u see a wild beast, a monkey going beserk..the easiest n most obvious thing to do is to stay away.

but unfortunately due to certain circumstances no matter how you try to stay away from the thing tat you are avoiding, it ends up somewhere near you n thats due to fate.and in such circumstances...all i do is pretend...just pretend this person does not exist..even if he happens to walk in front of me..i'll assume its an ugly wall. (yea..its ugly..coz for me, beautiful people have beautiful attitude..and if someone calls me ugly, that means I have a bad attitude)

well to cut the long story short..lately i've been stuck with one.
and no matter how hard i try to pretend that this person does not exist...this joker seems to be dying to make himself noticed, when the actual fact is that he's no more attractive than a lamp post.

so what is it abt this fella that makes me loathe him so much?

manners

im really sad that he's been lacking some really important lessons in life.for instance, now im having a conversation with my colleague..and suddenly this clown wants to make himself noticed...what he does?

he would just shout out the name of the colleague that im speaking to..and start blabbering his shit with a loud tone. so loud..that you will have no possible way of ignoring it. why he has to be so damn polite..i have no idea..i guess waiting for just a little while more until i finish my stuff would make him melt .

so wat do i do?

i pretend i wasnt talking to anyone before this..and continue with my work.once he's finshed shitting..i'll talk again.

mouth

whenever he opens his mouth to speak...i would hav to imagine that he is speaking to us from downstairs(8 floors below).his voice is so damn loud and not to mention the language he uses..it causes irritation right to the very last toe of my leg. i just can't stand the language (its a foreign language..not those used by malaysians)..actually it sounds okay when its spoken in a mild tone...but when u speak in a very high pitch and your damn voice is nowhere close to the Bear in The Big Blue House...the sound that comes out of it causes you to scratch the table with your fingernails.

its THAT irritating..i tell u.

his main intention to speak so loud is just to make himself noticed. Everyone has to stop work and admire the beauty of the beast speaking.

so wat do i do?

put on my head phones and increase the volume of my music to the loudest my ears can bear.

habit

as we work in a small group..we go out for lunch together.its a norm in my office that we call everyone for lunch at one specific time and everyone would shut watever their doing and get up at once. EVERYONE except for ONE.

the maharajah would remain seated and let the slaves wait for him outside.its his damn bloody habbit...to make everyone wait for him outside the door for like 3 to 4 minutes before he lifts his shitty ass off the chair.

we would have to call again and again, again and again, AGAIN AND AGAIN..for his royal highness(lick my foot) to speed up.this thing alone is more than enough to push me to the verge of exploding.

so wat do i do?

last time i used to wait..like an idiot.Now i will just walk straight to the lift without even waiting.when the rest sees someone moving..all will follow.and once im in the lift..i close the door as fast as i can.and once im down..i walk straight towards the makan shop.the result...?

poor little king would be left all by himself upstairs..wondering where did the slaves go. not waiting for the king to crawl with us.and by the time he locates our shop..we would be half way tru our lunch and he has to eat in a hurry coz by the time he gets it..we're done…

yeah..serves him right. Humans like you need lessons in your life to make you realize that respecting others is one of the core things you need to know in life..and no one thinks you are special..so you don't have to go all out to make yourself noticed.

gold would remain unattractive as long as it is a piece of gold..try polishing it..you will see the true beauty..and then people would do anything just to have it with them.

one of these days...would be the day.the day I’m gonna give this big piece of meat a piece of my mind.
i hardly say anything rude to anyone besides those 3 whom i live with.it has been my habbit...once im outside my house and someone annoys me, i move away. b'coz i have the right to choose whether or not i want to be with them..and if you have a bad attitude and you think you are okay with that..fine.its your wish..you have all the rights to be who you want to be.i have no right watsoever to question you..but just make sure you don't cross into my territory.

For me, if you don’t know how to respect others, then I guess you are unfit to call yourself human.Even the toilet cleaner deserves to be respected, as God has created them a human just like you and me. If you don’t like people calling you “Woi”, then they don’t like it too.

Never assume that you are better than another as even the toilet cleaner would know something that you don’t..and that makes him better than you at something.

bow your head a little when you walk, as even the King himself might drop into the hole if he keeps his head up and walk all the time.

add 1 to everything..

well...due to the constant bugging of my blog fans(:P...i wonder if i even hav any)..haha..anyway some of my frens were nagging me to update..and i shall fulfil their request...although i seriously hav no clue abt what i'm gonna write.so be prepared for some crap..:D

happy new year guys..its a bit too late for this...but please pardon me..my life is such.i dont know when i can find time for what...everything happens as it happens.
anyway enuff of complaints...lets start with something positive for the year.

i haven't got much plans for this year yet and i dont think i would even have one...but then again i do have some things that i wish to accomplish while im still young..while i still hav the passion for it and i guess a new year would be a good start for it.

and one of those things would be to further my studies..i still feel stupid for some reason.i dun even know if im happy with wat im doing right now..the tought of being a programmer for the rest of my life scares me to death.i just wanna get out of this for some reason i myself don't know why..lets just hope that by the end of this year i will either get a different job or love what im doing.either way is fine with me.

i wish to learn so many things out there but somehow im kinda having the feeling that i would neva be able to make it..due to the constraints i have.
just one additional part time job is enough to make me go nuts..and how am i supposed to finance my studies if i dont hav the money for it?
and no..im determined not to ask anymore money from my parents.
its time this pampered son of theirs learn to do things on his own...find his own way.if he wants to study...go earn the money for it..can't earn..go rob it from someone..dunno how to rob..end up in the jail..simple as that.
just like at the age of 6 we learned how to bathe ourselves...its time i learn how to get things myself now..if i want it.

anyway...im not complaining..im very happy with what i alreday have..i guess i must just learn how to survive with what i have and get the best out of it.

well...lets see...we still have more than 300 days to go before another year comes, god knows what we'll be like by the end of 2006. lets just hope we see more smiles and more happy kids around us.
i just hope that god brings in more n more good ppl to the face of earth to be the ones that stands by the side of the ones who need them...which makes this world a better place to live in.

to all of u my frens, have a great year ahead and may your find joy and happines in whatever u do..:)

i told ya it would be full of crap..man..i can't even understand what i wrote!